~unusual~

OWH.! one more thing..to be added -

5) Adik..amik amik amik amik towel..hmm..amik towel lap muka mama elok2 tau. elok2 tau..hm elok2..taknak nnt org datang tengok mama comot..

~unusual~

OWH.! one more thing..to be added -

5) Adik..amik amik amik amik towel..hmm..amik towel lap muka mama elok2 tau. elok2 tau..hm elok2..taknak nnt org datang tengok mama selekeh..

very unusual... Salam, for those - who has mum...

im begging you, please appreciate ur mum.... once Allah take it back, there will be no replacement 4 us..."sekali kamu berbuat baik pada orang tuamu, 10 kali anakmu akan membalasnya, begitu juga sebaliknya" Allahuakbar keeps His promises so beware...

@ 11:09 pm ~ i wrote

she's awake-about 9pm.. but started to talk nonsense since 10.30 just now.. things make me cry :

1) Mama lapar..adik..tadikan, waktu dalam bilik bedah kan, mama dah cakap2 dengan tuhan dah.. cakap2..cakap2..mama dah cakap mama taknak mati dulu sebab mama sayang anak2 and cucu2 mama...mama nak hidup dgn dorg lagi...mama dah cakap tau...dah cakap..

2) kalau adik takdekan...kalau adik takdekan..kalau adik, kakla, kak ina takdekan.. siapa nak jaga mama kan?

3) pukul berapa ni? mama pakai apa ni? (while her hand rubbed his 'underneath' - i said "it's pampers mama"..

4) @ 11.05pm, she asked "dah malam ke ni? ni malam ke?"

Doctor said the surgery part is too cloze with the saraf muka, otak and ear drum, he will try his best to not to construct any complications...but i dont believe him...because, kita merancang tuhan menentukan...

unusual.. :(

my mum now-is in the operation theatre..the surgery is on going.. i supposed 2 go to the Hua Hua Hua shootin' yesterday but mama comes first..i called fazreen to change the schedule.. doctor says no worries.. hope so..?? i really really really wish that everythings gonna be ok..i've been sleepin here 4 two nites - going to 4 maybe..if thing goes fine, she will be discharged on friday..i've been crying since 3.15pm.. dalam hati aku "aku ada soooraaanngg je mak...takkan ada lagi.. aku cuba jadi anak yang terbaik untuk dia dunia akhirat" Allah gave me one and only of her...some of others, ada yang dah meninggal...ada yang terpisah.. ada yang tak peduli...so selagi hayat dikandung badan, nyawa pun sanggup aku tukar..