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.:mamayin papabear:.

.:mamayin papabear:.

.:mamayinpapabear:.

.:mamayinpapabear:.
~forever love~

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Alhamdulillah - UNUSUAL



it was a nice trip..will post the pix later yup.! i really hope Allah will keep my father's 'PAT' a.k.a 8 (in Chinese - u know what does it means...) forever.. not for me - of course.! for his BIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGG family. i am not trying to be snobbish but there's an up and down in business..you know.so please ALLAH...keep his '8' .. not for me...erk - 1 out of 10 yes but, seriously, i just don't want my father get into any trouble at his age.. he supposed to live happily ever after till the death do his apart..so to you mama..i love you so.. damn! i love my family so..

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Trip to sabah..UNUSUAL..

I'm going there, early in the morning tomorrow..
go with one piece, hope to come back in a piece to..
INSYAALLAH..

but the usual thing is - NIK NORIZA..
sorry la nik, i really cannot respect and accept you as my stepmother. If you guys, know her too (seriously, not because of i dislike her) you will definitely agree that my father is one of the most unluckiest man in the world..she's a woman that don't cook (ups, she did..once a year kot), damn lazy -rumah tu macam tongkang pecah, let her children starving+tidy up the house+do the laundry, but in the same time - hunt for akhirat.. for her, dunia is harta - not kebajikan. she will never say thanks 2 you or (i think) she never learned how to say thanx and my mum? keeps helping and helping and helping like s***id.. penyabarnye - not like me..and this Nik, the only thing she knows beside sembahyang is/are to sit back and relax (in one place) waiting for
money, shopping (never for adzri), last but not least sleeping..

my mum wants to bring Adzri, my brother a.k.a. nik's son to mekah 4 umrah.. he's not 18 yet so the REAL parents must come to the immigration in order to adzri own a passport.

Adzri tu memang dah tinggal dgn aku dari kecik sebab mak aku kesian tengok dia masa baby hari2 makan biskut meri dengan air sejuk, kepala kudis2 mak dia tak bawak gi immune, and when the time my mum asked 4 her permission to raise him - she was very OK with it (like redha la kan, org dah nak - nak buat mcm mana..), but now, even a very small mistake,she'll blame my mother.. blame from far (u know what i mean?).. she don't even care about adzri but she feels like having fun by blaming my mother on how my mum raised adzri.siap bagi hadis2, and kata my mum kafir and tuduh my mum tak sembahyang, (tak tau pulak aku kalau nak smayang kena bentang sejadah depan muka dia..??), not givin enuff education etc..

back to the immigration..pompuan tu macam biasa, lepas tangan - call xnak angkat, msg tak berjawab..menyusahkan mama je where she has to submit the forms, copy of passports etc at least 2 months in advance (dorg nak gi bulan 3 ni..) Nik, please la...don't blame other people kalau anak kau rosak..you don't even show that you care for him..

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

salam..


i made this - the blog - to make it as ~
a friend of mine..hope this page gonna be my best friend ever..
and ~
a wall for me to write anything that is related to my feelings, my days, my life,
my properties, my stories, etc that is usual - unsual and very unusual..