have you lost someone close to you?

When coping with a death, you may go through all kinds of emotions. You may be sad, worried, or scared. You might be shocked, unprepared, or confused. You might be feeling angry, cheated, relieved, guilty, exhausted, or just plain empty. Your emotions might be stronger or deeper than usual or mixed together in ways you've never experienced before. If you've lost someone in your immediate family, such as a parent, brother, or sister, you may feel cheated out of time you wanted to have with that person. It can also feel hard to express your own grief when other family members are grieving, too.

Maktok, if you are 'here' with me tonight and you can see me crying, i'm sorry... i just can't avoid this stupid feelings. i keep listening to the SEPI and i don't know....feels like screaming..yeah, im screaming....... i'm missing you maktok..... i'm sorry if it makes you sad ~~ seeing me like this... and the stupid picture just to remind myself how much im missing you at this moment... and the stupid me just can't stop crying now.. its not that im 'refusing' the faith.. but im human... i just can't help it.. sometimes i feel like - seeing you - BURIED - was fake - how i wish it was just a nightmare.... al-fatihah for you maktok.. Allah, please make her 'comfortable' ya?

Till Then,

OK DAH LAUNCH

page untuk arwah maktok.... dan untuk korang.......lets fight against cancer!!

click sini - page untuk arwah maktok

Till then,

PAGE UNTUK MAKTOK

i edit new page, made for Arwah Maktok ~~ boleh lah click kat atas tu PAGE UNTUK MAKTOK.

i love her so much and i wanna share with all of you real experience - on how suffered she was melawan cancer! bukan untuk mengaibkan sesiapa tapi untuk kesedaran kita semua...

4) makan tu memang sekejap je rasa sedap dan untuk rasa perut kenyang - tapi bila kita sakit terbaring sebab makan ...........berapa lama pulak...........??

3)rokok.............? tak payah citer la..

2)alcohol...kite orang islam kan.......jauh2 kan la...........

ni paling bahaya

1) KETURUNAN ............bila dah keturunan ada cancer, we have to be extra extra extra caution ya? especially bab makan and life style...

i miss arwah maktok so much............Alhamdlah Allah syukur syukur syukur for the smoothness along the funeral........

To all, a quote from Christina Rosetti ;

Remember me when I am gone away.

Gone far away into the silent land;

When you can no more hold me by the hand.

Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.

Remember me when no more day by day

You tell me of our future that you planned:

Only remember me: you understand

It will be late to counsel then or pray.

Yet if you should forget me for a while

And afterwards remember, do not grieve:

For if the darkness and corruption leave

A vestige of the thoughts that once I had.

Better by far you should forget and smile

Than you should remember and be sad.

As for Arwah maktok,

 

 

Till then,

Allahyarhamah Maktok @ Asmah Bt Mohd Kassim

NANGIS NANGIS NANGIS NANGIS.SABAR SABAR SABAR SABAR....
Nak Balik Kuala kangsar.

salam,

MINI ALBUM aku

akan release somewhere in july. da lama tak hapdet blog sebab jaga nenek aku, tapi arini aku curik 15 minit jap nak promote kat kawan-kawan... silelah layari myspace aku

http://www.myspace.com/adzrinadzhar/music/playlists

untuk preview singles aku.. i bet my music is FRESH - NGAM - dan BEST! (takpela perasan sikit kan nak promote) ok - dua minit lagi untuk typing (sambil tengok jam), i really wish dapat hapdet sume tapi ye la, nenek aku like she does not want others to take care of her - nape entah. terpaksa aku tggalkan suami kat umah.. dalam hal ni, suami yang dapat credit lebih2 dari fmli aku sebab sangat2 la faham dan membantu..especially part tolong bagi mandi maktok..kalo takde die la yang dukung, terpaksa la tipon kawan2 nak sewa kren..  hahaha Astaghfirullah. maktok da pon di bawak balik ke umah sebab doctor kata da tak ada harapan! takpe........ wish me all the best for the album dan maktok..

Till then,